I'm not a counsellor or anhiytng so I'm not really qualified to answer this but I went through a similar stage as a teenager. I would probably recommend accessing a school a counsellor if there's one available; they are trained to deal with this sort of stuff, will keep all information confidential and they won't laugh or be judgmental or anhiytng. It may take a bit of courage to do this but I'm sure it could help. Other than that, I'd recommend seeing what local clubs are available which may look interesting. It could be an opportunity to get a new hobby and you might make new friends.I wouldn't worry too much about masturbating a lot, it's totally normal for a kid your age to masturbate loads. I'd also say that online relationships are never really satisfying in the way a normal relationship is the internet is no real replacement for face to face contact.You may find, like I did, that you'll suddenly have a lot more of a social life when you go to college, as there are more opportunities, so don't worry too much if you don't have loads of friends before you get there.It sounds like you're being really hard on yourself don't be. You'll find that a lot of 'popular' people actually have mostly superficial relationships with people it's the quality of friends that counts, not the quantity. Some people are naturally less outgoing than others and you should not regard yourself as 'wrong' or screwed up in some way.Like I say, I went through a similar stage to yours; obviously it was crap at the time but I now look back on it and realise that it was a normal part of growing up.Hope this rambling answer helps a bit.